Lula tells us to sssssssh. all the time like that means she
doesn't need to listen to what we are saying

She also uses the sound bbptmm.. as a swear word

sometimes she is sweet.. but not a lot

she is cute enough to get away with it though

our new stockings .. i can't believe it is time to take all the Christmas Decorations down. 2008 flew by.. I am glad for some reasons but it is crazy to think that time is going to keep going by faster and faster. I don't know that I can keep up. I want to freeze my girls at this stage in their lives. I will miss all the cuddles and loves. Their innocence and the co dependence is annoying at times but I also find it comforting and I am not quite sure that I will be able to let them grow all the way up. I find some comfort in the fact that I still need my mom but it will be strange to become an observer rather than a main character in their lives. That is all the philosophy I am going to write so you can stop ignoring my sad whiny story. i hope everyone is renewed with 2009 and that things go fantastically. love to you.